Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Good friends are hard to come because they go off easily.. I changed the "but" to because after one night of thinking. I think this is the main reason. The friends which i tot i can be with for a long long time, went off easily too. Why?? Because i am too difficult to be with?? Or maybe i am too unreasonable?? I bet is these reasons. But nvm, i know myself too, part of it is these. So do i have to take all the blame now?? "Sorry for causing all the unecessary unhappiness, is my fault, is my fault for saying all the hurtful stuff to hurt u guys." If you guys need this sentense, then give it to u then. Take it and just take it that everything is my fault and heal your paper heart. Take it and glue it back or cover that ugly scar. I will take all the blame.

But dun forget, what u guys did.. Writing all the language in your blog, did u guys do anything better? At least i can say, for whatever cause i will NEVER use ugly language toward my friends. Because i think friends dont do that, should say human dont do that. What more can still tell me we are friends for 5 years. If there is a must to vent out the anger, i dont think there is such a need to go till the extend of using those words. Try thinking if people were to use it on you, how will u feel? Happy?

Saying so much, i only want to say out how i feel... Hope u guys can think about it. If u guys think i am crapping and feel more angry reading this. Then all i can say is sorry. There is nothing i can do anymore or should i say there is nothing i want to do to make things better anymore.

I dun mind talking over this matter again, if after reading this u guys know how i feel.

SHANSHAN